Do you ever have those days (or weeks in my case) where there is just too much going on, too many people talking at you, too many assignments or tasks to be done and not enough hours in the day to do them? Welcome to college, and life in general.
I was aware that this term was going to kick my ass and boy, was I right. With some stressful changes to my work team to 3 group projects to trying to keep my mental and physical health in check, it just became too much. That’s not to say that there weren’t some amazing things that happened this term, however. My relationships with friends and loved ones got closer, I broke through some pretty hard and deep rooted fears of mine in terms of recovery, and I got the position of my dreams working at the business school starting in spring where I’ll get to do social media, write, get this, a blog. The good definitely outweighed the bad, but I still feel like I’m in a slump.
I don’t have the ultimate, one and only fix for this, despite wishing I could for not just my sake but yours. It’s not some self-care switch you can flip on and the depression or anxiety or stress magically disappears. But there are definitely things I’ve found that work in terms of getting myself out of bed and getting things done, or just finding a way to work through the hard stuff.
Find something that makes you want to get out of bed every morning… It doesn’t have to be a hobby or a lifelong passion (though, those can work too). Honestly, the thought of waking up to a good cup of coffee and my favorite playlist genuinely helps me get things moving in the morning. When I have the right ingredients, I’ll make a kickass bowl of oats with all the toppings I can fit in the bowl. If you know anything about me, you’ll know nothing gets me up faster than melted peanut butter.
Don’t be afraid to throw your hands up and get some help… Therapy, an adviser, a coworker, a friend, a pet, whoever you feel comfortable with discussing your grievances with. You don’t have to do everything by yourself, and often it helps having someone by your side to do most things. If you’re feeling shitty about your current work situation, talk to your coworkers or someone higher up than you and ask how they’ve gotten through similar situations. If you have no idea what you want to do with your life and it feels overwhelming, talk to people who have dealt with the same thing or even better, talk to people who are involved with something you may be interested in and see what their path was like (it probably wasn’t as cut and dry as you think it is). I can guarantee that someone in this world has gone through what you’re going through, be that an assignment, mental health issues, frustrations with partners, and thanks to the internet, it’s not hard to find answers to the many questions we have in life.
Stay present when you can but don’t be scared to disconnect when you need it… I think being present is one of those very subjective, hard to define things. For some people, it’s just actively listening to those around them and being aware of surroundings. For others, it’s staying off their phone and giving themselves the space to create or be productive without distractions. Find a way to focus on the tasks at hand, whatever that may be, and I promise that things will become a bit clearer and easier as time goes on. For example, when I’m in meetings I like to bring my phone for peace of mind, but I turn it over and don’t touch it unless I’m looking up a date or an email chain that’s relevant to the conversation. Maybe it’s just because of the circumstances of my life right now or maybe because I’m slowly drifting away from social media, but I really don’t find myself that excited by scrolling through my many, many feeds all day long. Lately, I’ve been trying to us my spare time for reading or getting small things off my to-do list rather than sitting on Instagram; being productive is how I stay present, but that’s just me.
Enjoy the social side of yourself, even if you don’t think you really have time… Unless you’re strictly an introverted agoraphobe who doesn’t like speaking to others or leaving the house (and there is 100% nothing wrong with that), I suggest making time out of your week to see a friend or going and doing something you enjoy alone. I try and see my girlfriends once or twice a week for lunch or coffee or something resembling socializing; it’s nice to have an hour or two of straight catching up, talking about all the goods and the bads in life, and generally enjoying some sort of food that makes me happy. That being said, I also really enjoy wandering the city by myself with a good podcast or doing work by myself in a public place. Even if you’re alone, it’s nice to be in a public place where there are groups of other people; at the very least, the people watching can be great. For me, being alone and doing work at a coffee shop surrounded by other people doing the same thing helps me feel “social” without really having to talk to anyone but the barista. I get my human interaction but it’s limited enough that I can feel alone and stay productive.
If all else fails, there’s nothing like a good movie and some snacks to help you get through it all… After two days of being bonkers emotional and anxious out of my mind, my evening looks about like this. Sometimes it’s all you can do to bring a smile to your face.
So that’s what I got! Hopefully something struck a chord or inspired you to find some external help. I know life isn’t always going to be cut and dry, sunshine and rainbows, but it helps knowing what you can do for yourself during the down days (or weeks, or months).